放下了吗·

我放下了
你放下了吗


我放下了
你开心了吗


呵.
很好笑吧

该是我放下的时候
我放不下
该是大家都放下的时候
我放下了
你呢??


我不希望你走的
是我的后路
很辛苦吧
很累吧


呵.


太好笑了
俩.

是

太好笑了.

还是

太讽刺了??

cryGHost)=)

another day, another problem

Ego is the heart's enemy, agree?? i do

this sentence really hit me

egoism huh, i lost many stuff because of this..

frens, pls forgive me for being who i really am,

arrogant, idiotic, blind..

motor lessons tomorrow.. haish

have to freaking sit there for 6 hours!!!

gosh...

y did i ever decide to take it anyway..

oh, now i remember, it was for her

her ?? long forgotten her name...

wats left of her in me ??

memories...

no matter good or bad, im still keeping it

may it be alive and burn in my heart for the time being

ego..

girls with makeups are prettier than girls without makeups

totally agree !!

a girl sent me her picture, gosh she was gorgeous

but, was she that beautiful? neh..

it was the make up who did the lie..

but anyways, at least, she's prettier in someway

deleted the picture right after ive seen it

but, question, y did she even send me one??

fuck, im getting myself into trouble

anyways, may tomorrow be a fruitful day

baby.. i miss u but i cant find u cause i dont own u

holidays' near

学校的最后一天，或许说是上学的最后一天。。

今天，挺不错嘛！

有泰国的女生来咧！！

和朋友们绕了礼堂几个圈，就只发现，唉

不可爱啦！

宝宝，我怎么突然想起你呢?

还是别想。。

考试显得那么的刺激

考试成绩， 拿的时候总是那么的紧张

不是很好，才考到全级二十一，唉

看来放假再也不是放假，要读书了。。

chemi, bio , physics, add math, moral...

哇！，科目少少，不过，超多的，神啊！！

怎么读得完喔！

不过，答应了你，不能放弃学业，自己，还有你

我记得的

所以无论如何，我都不会再放弃，你听到了吗？

流星

听朋友说，今晚有流星

心情蛮好的

我想，如果这次我看到，我人生也不会那么差呀

可是，幸运，这个词不在我人生里

一点

时间过得特别的。。。慢慢慢

流星啊！你在哪？

两点

宝宝，你是否睡着了？？

睡得好吗？流星也在睡觉噢。。

三点

心情蛮紧张的。。。我，是否错过了？

如果这次能看到，这是我第一次咧！！

宝宝，我想和你分享，你一定很累吧，睡好吧

很冷哦！！幸亏有冷衣。。呵呵，温暖…

四点

唉。。。。我也知道，我没这机会看到

算了，还是许个愿吧，流星，如果你来的话，顺便帮我实现

流星，我希望，宝宝你，开心，猴子她，开心，欣萤她，长高点吧^^

i guess i have to leave

three days of camping

wat will be of us??

a day without u i cant simply imagine it

its too hard and is too harsh

but i guess nothing can be help

take care, sleep tight

all that matters is for u to be happy

may our bond be strong and firm

振作·

静静的夜
"嗒嗒嗒"的键盘声特别响亮
虫鸣声也特别刺耳

心情如此的澎湃
如此的汹涌

复杂
混乱

是不能挽回的从前在打乱着我
还是我害怕得思绪又浮现了

我真的怕了
我能像"静美"一样狠心吗??
能像他一样不断承受伤害吗??

为什么一封信息
就能有那么多的回忆萦绕在我脑海
一封信息
足以让我的眼泪想涌出来
一封信息
就能让我之前所坚持的前功尽弃??!!

我不能那么没用的
冯莹茜!!

cryGHost)=)

Lost ?

sometimes we're just lost,

hoping someone to lead us..

are u still lost?

are we still lost?

or maybe im the only one who's lost.

is okay if u liked someone

by first sight, or by anything

then's no wrong in it

but.....

u lose yourself by liking someone

u lose your mind, your soul

to that one person

either he deserves it or not

come back

though we're not tied with red thread

though we're distant

its okay

all that matters is we search

search for the path that we lost track off

the roadway towards me...

drawings 2

drawings 1

i guess, im just bored

Past memories

the past....

the past was nice

is fun recalling the happy memories,

during exam,

i just laughed out

so suddenly... ^^

arh, childhood memories.....

7, nov 2009

The third day without you

these three days, how are u

how have you been?

i hope ur enjoying urself

the phone, often so gloomy

i glared at the phone,

do u know im waiting for u?

wat should i do..

i think im obsessed with u,

my baby

合·

自私.
徘徊在我和你
所谓的信与不信
是不是只在于自己

所有的点点滴滴
在一夜之间化为乌有
在争吵时候不断涌出
所谓的回忆还算什么
所谓的永久是讽刺吗

问题.
不是说不想就没有
心的刺.
不是说拔掉就能复原的

怎么样的弥补
才能把破碎的布重新缝合
才能把散乱的心重新拼合




cryGHost)=)